stressors: gift! please dnt. (pic#11006161)
(shiro) gane takashi ([personal profile] stressors) wrote2017-03-14 08:20 pm

inbox;


"Sorry you missed me. Leave me one and I'll call you right back. Thanks."

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impulsors: (i trust you; that makes you true.)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-03 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's easy not to think.

in the blackened-early morning, shiro tastes like nothing but mint and the bitter edge of badly brewed coffee -- leans into him with puzzled, reflexive trust. like trust comes easy, like he doesn't need to think twice to be sure -- and proximity's churning static in the pit of his stomach as he grinds out a harsher breath through his teeth, as imagined memory saturates nerve and vein: the soft line of his shirt, how it'd feel to palm his shoulder and pull him closer. static's twisting hollow in the pit of his stomach, bright and stinging -- and a harsh, dizzy drop.

he doesn't remember this at all.

he can't. he won't. he could forget his first ride (a stingy customer's keyring snapped off the holder, a mechanic's shouts throttling their little garage as he'd cranked the engine to roar), lose the first dull fit of wire strippers gleaming red against his palm. but this -- the gentling shape of shiro's mouth beneath his, coaxing and yielding until he jerks, trembles with something a little worse than impact. no one would forget a kiss like this.

maybe he'd had an excuse to draw shiro down. he doesn't, now, for lingering, for tilting, shuddering, into a breathless kiss, and not pulling away. ]
impulsors: (territories shifted; things get renamed.)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
. . . kind of. I thought I remembered -- something.

[ something like wanting, crackling beneath his ribs like coals -- like the twist of a body between his thighs, curling close enough to press his mouth to the juncture just above his collarbone. a laugh clinging to teeth and tongue: come on, shiro.

he pulls back, settles against the wall with a stolid stormcloud frown. ]


But -- whatever we were doing, I guess that wasn't part of it.
impulsors: (we're still happening as we speak.)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
. . . a crush -- on what?

[ wait. ]

You?
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[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 08:40 am (UTC)(link)
. . . I'm paying attention because I remember you, even though none of the things we're remembering feel possible. In that race in the desert, or with the books -- I just remember looking at you and thinking --

[ but he bites down the words before they've formed -- in part because there's no shape to them, no real sound.

at least his eyes are clear, holding steady. ]


It's not just some crush. At some point, you mattered to me. You still do. I just want to figure out where it came from.
impulsors: (when i used to know you (when))

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
. . . I don't know what it's gonna take to get to the bottom of this. But I'll find out. And --

[ word after word, ticking at the back of his throat like rust. shiro's fingers are a warm weight; his shoulder eases beneath the touch as his brows unravel from their knot. ]

I'm glad you're with me, Shiro.

[ how's that for lightening the mood. ]
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[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 10:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's still holding a mug of cocoa, motherfucker. ]

Sure--what?
impulsors: (come too far to be feeling like this.)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . ??????????? ]

Okay?

[ coincidentally, the nightstand's by shiro's shoulder, so that he has to lean forward and past to set it down with a little clink. ]

What?
impulsors: shiro (#BROTHERS!!!)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-10 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ zero to sixty. it takes a little time to reel him in at first, and he leans into it stiff and slow, unsure of his ground -- but the idea twinges some muscle memory in him, and then he's pressing into it after all, hands flattening against a shoulderblade as his forehead bows against a shoulder. ]

. . . what're you doing.

[ on the other hand: that's not quite sentiment. ]
Edited (wrong gay.) 2017-05-10 21:50 (UTC)
impulsors: (come too far to be feeling like this.)

[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-11 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ it says something terrible that even i lied doesn't get keith to move away in full: his head comes up a little, his exhale all gusty frustration -- but he doesn't shift. ]

Why?
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[personal profile] impulsors 2017-05-11 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
. . . couldn't be that bad if you still came back.

[ but he's pulling back all the same, considering shiro with a dark little furrow between his brows, all his tension charging, charging again by degrees. ]

If we're gonna figure out how we're connected -- you can't hide it when you remember something.

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